The Wisdom of Numbering Our Days

The Wisdom of Numbering Our Days

Living & Loving with Prostate Cancer
Before I was diagnosed with prostate cancer I made a lot of assumptions about my future. Here are a few:

  • I’d live long enough to walk my daughter down the aisle.
  • I’d live long enough to enjoy my retirement.
  • I’d be healthy for a decade or two following my retirement.
  • That my wife would live long enough to enjoy retirement with me.
  • That my wife would enjoy good health for a decade or two following my retirement.

All of these assumptions were shattered at age 58 when I was diagnosed with prostate cancer. I live differently now that I’m a prostate cancer survivor.

The first difference involves the way I experience milestones in my life. With every milestone, such as celebrating another Christmas or living to see a new year begin, I experience a wondrous sense of  gratitude that I’m alive to celebrate another milestone. I place emphasis on the word celebrate.

I’ve been blessed with many celebratory milestones since I was diagnosed with cancer. My wife and I wrote two books. Our son in West Virginia found a job that enabled him to return California. I’ve celebrated wedding anniversaries, birthdays, new years, college graduations and holidays with a gratitude I’d never known before my cancer diagnosis.

My priorities have changed as well. This year we decided to install solar panels on our pool in order to extend the swimming season. Swimming is an activity my wife and I enjoy together. Prior to my diagnosis of prostate cancer I would have put aside the idea of pleasure in the present moment in order to save that money for retirement. I’ve quit putting opportunities for enjoyment off for later decades of my life.

My wife and I purchased an RV and we plan to take a cross-country trip in 2017. Part of that trip involves a prostate cancer information and book tour, which leads me to another priority that’s emerged in my life.

It’s important for me to find  meaningful things to do with the rest of my my life.  For example, helping men and couples cope with prostate cancer is one of my priorities. Psalm 90-12 says “So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom.” There’s no doubt in my mind that a diagnosis of prostate cancer is one way to learn that our days are numbered. It’s up to us to make the best of each and every day we are given. When we do this, we’ve applied our hearts unto wisdom.

Have your priorities changed since you or your partner has been diagnosed with prostate cancer?

Note: Prostate Cancer News Today is strictly a news and information website about the disease. It does not provide medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. This content is not intended to be a substitute for professional medical advice, diagnosis, or treatment. Always seek the advice of your physician or other qualified health provider with any questions you may have regarding a medical condition. Never disregard professional medical advice or delay in seeking it because of something you have read on this website. The opinions expressed in this column are not those of Prostate Cancer News Today, or its parent company, BioNews Services, and are intended to spark discussion about issues pertaining to prostate cancer.

Leave a Comment